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I’ve decided to use my middle name. I’m tired of my first. And I just want to be somebody else.
What’s new in the ED-side of me? I’ve been EATING LIKE HELL (so that hasn’t changed) but since two days I started using laxatives. No more than the advised amount of pills per day, but still. Also, I’m going to be healthier for my parents but at the same time not. What I mean is that I have to stop eating all this chocolate fatload sugar carb crap, but when I want to eat I can have fruits and veggies and yoghurts. The chocolate cereal bowl in the morning will be replaced with fruit and fibers. The chocolate spread sandwiches will turn into salads. The chocolate cookies turn into tea, fruit and light yoghurt and my several servings of pasta will become the two-thirds of my plate filled with vitamins.
And then I’ll make it all come out again.
I’m so embarrassed because I gained like 5 kilograms or even more since December and I made tons of plans to eat less but I can’t seem to do it… But I keep forgetting what a trigger Tumblr is and so I’m back. Also, I’m seeing a shrink now which is weirdly enough also triggering.
So hi, I’m starting over.

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picture--to-burn asked: Hi! Thanks for following :) Your blog is awesome btw, keep on the good work ;-)

thank you! and thanks for the follow-back haha, wish you luck with everything <3